1992: Beginning -- 1992: So much to learn -- 1992: No easy answers and little to offer -- 1994: Too many drugs, no medication -- 1994: Being mindful of the subtext -- 1994: Weekend on call -- 1994: Christmas -- 1995: Another support group -- 1995: Mothers and children -- 1995: Decisions and revisions -- 1995: Colleagues and families -- 1995: So many stories and some new faces -- 1996: Some hope in the despair -- 1996: Hit early, hit hard -- 1997: Amazing changes -- 1999: Despite our best intentions -- 1999: Coping with a different paradigm -- 2000: Going home.