God punished me -- Nothing -- Jesus freaks at the door -- Don't tell (about the Jesus freaks at the door) -- I believe in Mary Worth -- The dead bird -- Bargains with God -- Star Wars summer -- Bible ski trip -- Real-life death -- Father Daniel -- Agnosticism in Italy -- My siste is a Christian -- Living in sin -- Joined in Jesus -- Tarot cards and taco pie -- A civil ceremony -- The conversation -- Open casket -- Doubting God -- Leap of faith -- Bad Jew -- Take it back -- God bless America -- Mommy what do we believe?